I have never told anyone this secret, and I trust you. For years I've been sexually abused, I still am. It happens every night, my parents both work night shifts, I go to my uncles. All was fine, but then he started touching me in places that I don't want to be touched, he never went further than that, but one night, my virginity was taking against my will, I can't explain the pain, the fear, there was so much pain and blood, he said if I tell he will kill me. In my troubled mind, I want to end my life, I don't want to live on, not like this, being used for sexual desires. I can't do, I won't do it.